property alone is a cruel formula
It makes a goat-shaped demon hump your wife
Property in conflict
God in eyes in pyramids in circles in rectangles
In hands
Only one way out and that’s down
The food chain
Beneath the insects
After all, our cycles are connected
Shit, that wasn’t God
That was just surveillance
I keep forgetting God is a metonym
A name capable of being replaced
With anything
But when I say God, please be advised
I mean time.
Each person bred into the conflict
Becomes exhausted by the weight
Of their ascent
It’s like you’re being torn in half
Sectioned like dissection
Compartmentalized and martyrmade
Into sockets of shame
Like some leeching lord
Sucking prayers from primed necks
Sectioned at your beck and call
I am so sick of every moment
Of fear I’ve surrendered to this place
That eats good people a little at a time
Until they’re so brutalized and bitter
They can only think of themselves
One step ahead
Of their next move
Feels like they’re a piece
On a board
Not even a player
Not even a game
When your life is on the line
It makes you bitter
When the house’s money
Is a mortgage and the major payoff
Is avoiding a landlord
You’re still renting
That house will outlive you
Everything you own will outlive you
Even after it’s thrown away
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